Mr.Right...Where are you? I guess for now I'll settle for Mr.GoodForRightNow

For the past month and a half I've been trying to understand this whole theory about Mr.Right. Who is Mr.Right? Where do I find him? Does he still exist? Is he someone else's Mr.Right? How many Mr.Right's do you get in a lifetime? These are the questions that I've been pondering in my head......

I used to be a fan of MrSoCalledRight, but then MrSoCalledRight effed me over so now i'm gonna settle for Mr.GoodForRightNow. He's the guy that is everything that I need him to be. He may not be what I want but at least he appreciates me and wants and is willing to be with me...at least he isn't constantly pondering in his head whether i'm worth leaping for ( not literally) but you get my drift.

Mr.GoodForRightNow equals The guy you settle for till "MrSoCalledRight" is ready to be Mr.Right. He is the good guy, he's the one that calls you when he says he will, replies to your bbm messages, wants to take to you out all the time, calls you in the morning just to see if you slept well...he's the guy that you would THINK is the perfect guy....Right? He's everything that "Mr.SoCalledRight" isn't.

Logically, Mr.GoodForRightNow should be Mr Right, he sounds amazing but why is that never enough? Why does the asshole always seem like the better choice when it comes to the heart. Everything that Mr.GoodForRightNow is doing is perfect but I just often wish that MrSoCalledRight is the one doing it instead....but he'll never do it..so why do I still think about him at least 10 times a day?

I finally understand why they say Good guys always finish the race last, I feel like we've come into a time where us women are accustomed to being treated in a certain way...when a guy is being too nice, we question it, we wanna know why? whats the motive? Is he just trying to f**k and duck...But could it be that he just knows how to treat a woman? Could it be that he just knows that taking a woman out doesn't only consist of Nando's and cinema (-__-). Mr.GoodForRightNow should be the guy that i'm thinking about 10 times a day....he should be the one that makes my heart smile...maybe i'm just not grown enough yet to turn Mr.GoodForRightNow into Mr.Right or Maybe in my head Mr.Right is equivalent to Mr.Perfect...But Mr.Perfect doesn't exist.....So maybe Mr.SoCalledRight isn't so bad....maybe he's only bad because he isn't Mr.Perfect....

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Maybe Bad guys are still catching my eye.............Confused much? Yeah me too :-S