....On to the next one......I think :S

I woke up this morning and it felt like it was gonna be one of those days where I wanted to feel sorry for myself and say to the world EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF LOVE!! I'm riding solo for life! I started with listening to this song Christina Millian- It hurts when....



I won't front, I nearly wanted to cry, I felt like she was singing on my behalf. From the verse to the chorus and bridge I felt like she had been reading my diary. I was slowly riding into depression when it came to me......

Mr.Bigs is enjoying his life, probably doing God knows what with God Knows who and i'm here getting ready to drown in my sorrows. Why should I be the one that isn't loving life. i'm not a bad person, yes i'm dramatic but not BAD!

So I asked myself......what do you do, when the person you "love" is in lust with someone else? Yes I said "lust' i refuse to say love until I see a ring *folds arms*

Anyway....

Do you:

1. Have faith and hope that he will come back to his senses?

2. Surpress all feelings, get your head out of the clouds and keep it moving.....

3. Go on an aimless dating spree so you'll forget that he ever existed?

Neither of those answers seem applicable, i'm sure my best friends would advice me to go with 3 but then if I did, would it be fair to the guys i'm dating?

When do you make the decision to stop loving someone, is that decision really in our hands or is that something that we leave to fate?

People say that in time, things will heal but what happens if time isn't moving fast enough?